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protect me

by project 13-5

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1.
run. in this desert. burnt down. hopeless. no choice. not a single word. life is all I’m running for. no reason. loss of liquid. life is all I’m running for. it slows me down. no escape. now that we’re disunited, conscience rise. impulse ignited. I´m damned to fail. will I vanish if i close my eyes? I can feel your breath. I can feel this chain around my neck
2.
Objective 00:09
suddenly I’m home
3.
Shelter 01:06
white shell. cool my blood. no edge harms my skin. no shadow to fight with. I feed on solitude now. in this very moment I’m defending by default. out of reach. you wont find me here. a rest in airborne silence. lost in my narrow field of vision. finally imprisoned. who can stop me now?
4.
Enticement 01:08
someone calls me from afar. such a sweet melody, so familiar. it’s embracing me, it seems. scent of freedom, clear and cloudless. my rescue within earshot. closer and closer I get, it pulls me. as I reach out, truth is fading, perception reborn, conscience draining. in this streaming black I can’t see the ground. I step into the river, flowing far beyond imagination. guide me to the open sea and show me the place where the sky swallows my horizon. I trust in you. I depend on you. I will follow you. It’s never been different.
5.
Hypocrisy 00:25
6.
the scenery breaks down. the audience leave. I drop the curtain
7.
Unanswered 00:52
you and me are not the same. I see through your purity. no compassion. no excuses. no illusion, no more ignorance. you are just a spawn of my fantasy. I will not forget what you did to me. I will resist
8.
Protect Me 02:58
I am the rational leftover. blessed by reason, formed by sanity. I reject my inner needs, stemming the risk of infection. maybe it’s already growing. maybe it’s already taking control. I am the cold. the blue anemic. I cannot feel but a stale indifference. I am the atrophy of self. maybe it’s the price I have to pay. nothing but a stale indifference.
9.
Despair 01:23
protect me
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11.
Regression 00:50
sometimes stepping forward leads you back. regressively you proceed back home. white shelter. your lost son returns. open the door. I pray to you. bring me back to the cradle. bring me to the cradle. I demand a change. where are you? I´m waiting!
12.
Aggression 00:12
13.
Gray 00:37
no reaction. just another picture. a cloudy afternoon. it looks like rain.
14.
Horizon 01:00
there’s no resort. no release in sight. I surrender. just can’t take this atrocity inside me! I must listen to the voice that haunts me. take me to another level to alter this reality, so illusive. resurrect and intoxicate my senses.
15.
Astray 00:43
alleviated I subside. green I taste and blue I hear. yellow silver golden lightning. soaring neither doubt nor fear. blue is navy, gold is dull. slowly sinking, I obey. as velocity increases, red is crimson, green is gray. anti-colored leathal force. empty vision. final breath. none is darkness. black is zero. thirteen-five awaiting death.
16.
Awakening 01:20
to the surface. let the light burst into my dilated eyes. colors blooming. let the warmth flow into my awakening. loss of pressure. returning fate. defying anxiety. I'm slowly regaining hope. discovering new directions. gravity switched off. airstream by acceleration. growing with every breath. I exhale the past. to inhale the future. till I reach the vanishing point. where my lines unite. it's all deceit
17.
Impulse 00:27
18.
Me 02:20
now I clearly see what’s behind all this. it was you who wanted to divide me. protection failed. I’m just one of a million. such a poor devil. victorious at last. I am wisdom. I am prime. individual. divine.

about

Project 13-5 starts in 2004. Its aim is the analysis of human behaviour in terms of anxiety. In reference to Freud's theory of defense mechanisms, Project 13-5 creates a thought experiment
in which mechanisms such as regression, denial and rationalization and their related effects are being presented musically. Responsible for project management and execution are drummer
Benjamin Haarhaus and guitarist Philipp Maike. After project close-out in late 2006, a song of twenty minutes is finished. Dominated by harsh guitarsound of only two strings and confusing
rhythmic patterns, the song is able to express the intricacy and disorientation one is often exposed to when dealing with a conflict inside.

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released May 13, 2007

Benjamin Haarhaus: lyrics, vocals, drums
Philipp Maike: 2string, solo & noises, vocals

some background vocals by Matthias Lammermann

drums and rhythm guitar recorded by Thorsten Marach
overdubs & vocals recorded by Philipp Maike

mixed & mastered by Carsten Schmidt & Philipp Maike @ ezysounds-studios, Krefeld

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